Bummed

Well my family is going to Taos this week...and I am bummed for lots of reasons...

1. I can't go because I don't get vacation until August 1st.
2. I don't understand why this trip couldn't have waited until August 1st.
3. I won't see my family who I haven't seen in YEARS...
4. Juli hasn't met the rest of her family and they haven't met her and her 'I don't know you, so why are you touching me' attitude.
5. I am going to miss my niece Jerika, my bro Dizz, my pops and last but not least...my mommy...